Well, here goes nothin!

So I'm on day 3 of no smoking and about to come up against the most difficult challenge yet...work at the bar. It wouldn't be so bad if we had regular rules like a normal place. Nope, we can smoke whenever and wherever we want. I can take an order with a cigarette hanging out of my mouth if I want. To make it worse it's a coworker and friends b-day party tonight so it'll probably be crowded and extra smokey. However, I have faith I can do this. As long as I don't get into my own head and talk myself into smoking I'll be fine. My boss and husbands best friend actually said some dumb shit about that too. I was looking for my candy (I'm gaining a pound a day unfortunately) and he says you know it's all in your head. No shit! Then claims when he quit it was no problem at all. I didn't know him then but I know he a fat pig now, so I'm guessing he started eating 12 years ago and hasn't stopped since. I hope I only gain about 10 pounds but I guess it'll be worth it. Anyway, here goes nothin!